A Letter to my PAST

Hey guy, wassup? Hope you are fine, hope you are doing good; hope am not owing you anything, am really sure we are square. I tried my best with God's help to reconcile with you properly; I know most of my friends wont, lets not be enemies, but would be best if we don't ever cross path. my future is close, I called her yesterday, she wants to meet me, she is so happy and we have this grand plan and its so beautiful, this is the main reason am writing you, if you show up? she is gonna think am gay! God forbid. and we both know that our relationship was nothing close to that, am sorry the times and the things we shared aren't my favorite, right now you really have to be far far behind me, you practically have to go the opposite direction.
you know you happened to witness the dispensation of my life where I made very wrong decisions, very hurting and regrettable actions, I even doubted God, took ownership of 95% shares of my life, even though I tried to develop myself, I made very bad to worse mistakes that I had volumes of learning to do; you remember those nights I cried and cried and the tears wont stop pouring, you see you hold a lot of memories both bad and worse and am seriously fine without them. Now I have this friend his name is present he came from God; he is going to mentor or coach me, basically he will help me be a better person, he'll help me prepare to meet my future, I told you she is close; he is helping me understand myself properly; he said when I know myself well, alot of things will fall in place; he is teaching me to always trust God and also how to activate God's principles and make it work for myself, he showed me clearly how to make use of the lessons I've learned when we were friends; he whispers to me every morning who to trust and who not to trust, what and what not to have confidence in.

I wish you the best in every of your endeavor, I basically have so much to do right now, Know & learn. Please don't write me back or try to reply. when I feel necessary I'll write to you, maybe you don't understand How bad I want you to be far from me; if you disturb me, I'll make sure I can't recognize you, if though I want to. Good Luck